come walk with me

[Bambi]

lol, I am starting to feel like a group project!

MA: my mom is going to be okay but her aging is going to do me in. She refuses to use a cane but falls much more easily. oh wait, as she says, she 'doesn't fall at all, just sometimes if she loses her balance she can't catch herself' after bringing her to my place after a loss of balance in which she broke a rib and wrist she said that she didn't need the walker when getting out of the car and the fell on my lawn. I survived my kids but may not survive my mother

Mud I don't mind. which is good, living in NS it's hard to avoid.

and I get the idea of impact. I just have to remember in the moment. I will, I promise

[Mad Aussie]

Sounds like you have your hands full!

And you ARE our group project at the moment!

[casil403]

lol, I am starting to feel like a group project!

MA: : I survived my kids but may not survive my mother

OMG I can relate to that except it's my father!
Everytime I call I'm wondering which Dad I'm gonna get...the friendly "do you need any help with anything/are you doing okay money wise for school" or the hard-ass "You gotta get another job" = read = you're a slack-bum because you aren't working....even though I am trying to better myself by being in shcool to get a new career and better paying job!
I got #2 yesterday.
Sheesh....800 miles away and he can still make me nuts on occasion...
Combine this with having to get the remainder of my things from the ex's house who sent me a curtly worded email and this was why I was so flipping cranky yesterday and today too!

Sometimes I just want to move to Alaska and get a cabin in the woodswith no phone, no interent, just me a dog and a camera....sigh
I'll be glad when this week is over with.......for the rant, feeling a bit down today is all.

[Mad Aussie]

Sometimes I just want to move to Alaska and get a cabin in the woodswith no phone, no interent, just me a dog and a camera....sigh

You'd miss me

[zenon5940]

Casil : Hang in there, things are bound to get better. Besides if you move to a cabin in the woods without Internet... How would it be possible then for us to see all these beautiful pictures you would take ?? Better you stick around and enjoy all the good in your life while forgetting or ignoring the not so good things that you have to cope with.

[Bambi]

Sounds like you have your hands full!

And you ARE our group project at the moment!

lol, it's an honour just to be nominated. I'll try to not let you down.


Casil-deep breaths. I remember what you are going through. It changes. just know that you are taking responsibility and working on a plan. Hmm should take my own advice and whether or not you would miss Aussie, we would miss you .
But if you do decide to run away to that cabin in the woods, call me. I'll bring the dogs. and the pony.

[casil403]

Casil : Hang in there, things are bound to get better. Besides if you move to a cabin in the woods without Internet... How would it be possible then for us to see all these beautiful pictures you would take ?? Better you stick around and enjoy all the good in your life while forgetting or ignoring the not so good things that you have to cope with.

Thanks for the encouraging words Z...sometimes it's just not as easy to not let the bad things override the good....most of the times it is but the last couple of days the glass seems half-empty where as most of the times it is pretty half-full!
I guess I should go back and look at the first 3 people in 100 strangers I took and get some perspective.