Thinking is dangerous it will separate you from the masses, soon you will become an individual with self expression. Go back to the flock and blend in before you are noticed for your unique talents.

I think what you are experiencing is what everyone who tries to express themselves goes through. I know I feel lost lots of the time and hope I can find the proper way to express myself. It's scary away from the flock because you are showing yourself to the world. Keep going down the path you are going and I am sure you will find the way.