Thanks for posting this MAW. It kind of has been reflecting how I've been feeling these last few days and it's a great reminder of how change is good and one can never go backwards and be truly happy ... especially after all the positive changes I have been through the last year an a half.
Sometimes though your brain tends to want things how they were sometimes and tricks you into glossing the bad and intensifying the good of how the past was instead of the reality of what it was really like. It's nice when reality comes back and gives you a nice slap on the face shouting in the words of Cher in Moonstruck "SNAP OUT OF IT!!".
Reading this was my Cher moment so thanks for that.